Tuesday, March 31, 2009
at the midnight of a thoughtful day.
thousands of different lesson of life.
shoot into my head.
who's your real friends who will support you along your journey?
something seems quite easy to answer, but most of us failed to answer.
why?
ponder and ponder.
i was thinking.
what are friends suppose to be?
backstabbing you?
double face?
betraying you?
well. that might be types of friends available in the 'market'.
so 'purchase' with care. extra care.
who can we trust then?
Family. the one and only you should trust and you must trust.
never let your family down. and that's the basic knowledge every homosepian should have.
it's not easy for ur daddy n mommy to raise you up. how much time hv they spend to educate you to be a better person?
somehow. i'm sad to see that being a son or daughter, sent their own parents away. that's totally bullshit! is that your parents get after raise you up and send you for education, feed you food, give you clothes etc.
for those who dump their parents away. sorry. i would like to wish you:' fk off'
karma will come and when you're old. you will be treated as if how you treat your parents.
have you ever say i love you to your parents? if no, please do so.
they are always ready to listen to that magical words and a warm hug from their off spring.
don't you wish next time your children come up to you and hug you, saying that.
'dad, i love you' or 'mom, i love you'.
there was a story where a man plan to abandon his own father.
so the man bring his father inside a basket and ready to abandon his father somewhere far away.
before he's going off the room, his son told him.
'dad, please bring back the basket for me.'
and the man felt weird and asked why.
then the child says that,
' i will need the basket to carry you away when you're old.'
so you should understand what happen next.
the earth is round, thus what comes around goes around.
Monday, March 30, 2009
money
why i pay extra for petrol,
and they gv me back, but
some human don't?
why some be slave of money,
and sees it like everything?
money is not everything.
money is just a tool to let me know one better.
who you are will shown when how you use your money and will let me determine whether you worth my trust or vice versa.
money is something that you want.
but not really need if you teally know how to live.
everyone one is dependance on money.
but money is not everything.
whether for me to like or hate you.
money is something.
but not everything my friends.
look beyond the fake scene and live your life a more enjoyable one.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Tummy Competition
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Photography tips on artistic picture
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Lost in Space
I'm lost, in the space of my own...
with all the moons and,
and the sun where it shines,
through the universe of mine.
the sun seems far from the earth,
where i belong,
where i stay and get along.
day after day,
it gone through the universe again,
and it became,
the star of the cruel...
it burn and flame, everyone that's around em.
BEWARE! or being burn to an ash...
from something to nothing,
from nothing to something.
it's just making the phrase upside down.
and so,
genius and idiots are just upside down.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
Friday, March 20, 2009
words of horror had entered to my mind.
though it seems nothing that i care.
but i can't help it but left behind.
the night had come and my mood had calm.
but when the storm are coming, and everyone is leaving without thinking.
what am I doing? When everyone is leaving?
sleepless night that accompany me.
making me nothing but a shit.
hoping for the rain to come down.
but always fail, and nothing can be done.
free me from the cell,l
i should not suppose to end up my life here. i dont want to die like this!
Letter to myself
With lots of human, but I'm not belong to them.
I miss him, for his kindness that had shown.
My dearest Grandpa, that had long gone.
I still remember, when I was five...
You have go without telling me where had u been. And mummy told that I was laughing when you're with God. I don't know, why and how. I'm still young and don't know you're going to leave me forever, leaving only a lil memories behind for me to survive for the rest of my life.
Do you know how's my life going on? I'm sure you can see from the skies. I always like to snap pictures of skies and oceans, just to hope that one day I could actually caught you on my photo. I know I'm dreaming, but at least I have a dream. I always told myself, what gone will never return and that really hurts a lot and I always hate to live in reality.
Do we fated to be separated soon after that we have know each other for less than 1 year, as I don't know anything when I was a baby? How fair is that to me? and you? I really don't know what will happen to me...
My father says, "A man shall not cry". But it's not possible, I'm a human and I have feelings. I cry when i sad and I laugh when I'm happy. I don't want to be robot! So, I cry when i felt like crying and I laugh when I felt like laughing. Everything seems so wrong to the world. You can do this, you can't do that... and how will we live in a happy moments?
After a storm, there will be a rainbow... that's what I learn in my life. I cried and I arise as a better man. Search for the path I'm looking for. The philosophy that I'm living for, the motto that I'm fighting for and for the family, I'm loving for, and for the world, I'm working for.
What comes around, goes around. When I understand this phrase, lot things came to my mind... Death, Money, Friends and everything...
Why do I need so much money, if I can't bring it when it's time to meet my creator?
Why do I fear of death, when I knew that it's Law of Nature?
The only thing will be leave over, will be the memories that one's had done. And that is why I'll miss my grandpa so much.
Well, that's life where you have to choose to face your journey with smile on your face or had you life carried out in miserable way and you will have your face twisted and sad forever?
Cheer Raymond! Don't be Foolish!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Jimbo's Fashion
Lil'Jimbo: Boss! I'm in Fashion show! Muahahaa, I'm soooo famous~ Jealous?
Me: Why jealous?
Lil'Jimbo: I know you are jealous! Just tell me you're... come on!
Me: o_o! Why must I be jealous?
Lil'Jimbo: See! I'm young and handsome, and you're just like an old APEK!( uncle )
Me: WTF?! Can you please...? huh? *Knocking Lil'Jimbo's head*
Lil'Jimbo: $#^%&*(&(
Moral Value: Think before you talk, otherwise face the consequences!
Knowing Yourself Better
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.This quiz is so bloody real, you may wanna try it out HERE
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不知道大家會不會有這樣的感覺... 其實任何事都一樣 總是繞了一大圈之後又回到了最初的自我@ˇ@
所以人更應該懂得知足 而不是無止盡的追求深不見底的慾望 有時候最簡單 最原始的 最初的或許才是最好...
有些人或許常常在抱怨自己不夠快樂 不夠幸福 不夠富有 但其實你跌到谷底的時候不滿足 飛到雲端還是會不滿足...
當然我的意思並是說這一大圈是白繞了 而是應該抱著美好的心情去追尋自己的可能性 而不是總是怨天尤人
就算會回到原點 也還是走了一遭 任何喜怒哀樂都是你的回憶...
跌了跤也好 遇到挫折失敗也好 回頭看看自己的原點 那最簡單的生活 其實並沒有那麼糟 對吧?
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Jimbo's Sadness
Lil' Jimbo: Boss, I miss her a lot!
Me: Who?!
Lil' Jimbo : a gal laaaa.. you stupid ah? her is she la, still ask who! STUPID!
Me: $%#&^%$&, i know la, but who is she?
Lil' Jimbo: a gal! how many times you want me to repeat! NO BRAIN AH?!
Me: *knocking Lil' Jimbo's head*
Lil' Jimbo: OII!!! YOU KNOCK ME FOR WHAT?! STUPID NO BRAIN OR WHAT?! TOLD YOU IS SHE LAAA!
Me : =.=! *silently took a needle and poke Lil' Jimbo's Butt*
Lil' Jimbo: OUCH! IDIOT!
Me: MUAHAHAH... *sneaking away*
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Saint Paul's hill - St. Francis Xavier
This is the statue of great St. Francis Xavier, and here are the legend taken from wikipedia.
However, I would take the important point.
After arriving to portuguese Malacca in October of that year and waiting three months in vain for a ship to Macassar, he gave up the goal of his voyage and left Malacca on January 1, 1546 for Ambon Island where he stayed until mid-June. He then visited other Maluku Islands including Ternate and More. Shortly after Easter 1546, he returned to Ambon Island and later Malacca.
He died at Sancian in the year 1552 on the 3rd of December while he was waiting for a boat that would agree to take him to mainland China.
He was first buried on a beach of Shangchuan Island. In 2006, on the 500th anniversary of his birth, the Xavier Tomb Monument and Chapel on the island, in ruins after years of neglect under communist rule in China was restored with the support from the alumni of Wah Yan College, a Jesuit high school in Hong Kong. His incorrupt body was taken from the island in February 1553 and was temporarily buried in St. Paul's church in Malacca on 22 March, 1553. An open grave in the church now marks the place of Xavier's burial. Pereira came back from Goa, removed the corpse shortly after April 15, 1553, and moved it to his house.
On 11 December, 1553, Xavier's body was shipped to Goa. The body is now in the Basilica of Bom Jesus in Goa, where it was placed in a glass container encased in a silver casket on December 2, 1637.
The right forearm, which Xavier used to bless and baptize his converts, was detached by Pr. Gen. Claudio Acquaviva in 1614. It has been displayed since in a silver reliquary at the main Jesuit church in Rome, Il Gesù.[3]
P.S: that's the statue of St Francis Xavier which lost his hand, due to detachment. The statue too have "his" arm detached till now...Monday, March 16, 2009
Jimbo and Glass Apple
Lil Jimbo: Boss, why do you put some weird glass apple at my head?
me: It's crystal la ok?
Lil Jimbo: Do you think i'm stupid and dont know that's glass ah? this cheap glass throw also no people want.
me: ok lets see if you dare to throw (*knocking Lil Jimbo's head) CHEAP? ok you buy and let me see la!
Lil Jimbo: ok la ok la.. don't throw ma don't throw lo.. Boss, nowadays i cant get a good sleep la.. how ah?
me: that's why i put that crystal apple at ur head, it's call amethyst, and it can cure isomnia.. nah here are the details..
"It is used as a dream stone and to help insomnia. Put an amethyst under your pillow to bring about pleasant dreams, or rub it across your forehead to offer relief from a headache."
Lil' Jimbo: ty boss!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Jimbo's return
Me: Shut up, you cannot see that I'm Busy?!
Jimbo : yea yea yea, give excuse you clever...
Me: What!?! Can't you see I have to do my work also?! You think i'm like you? Sleeping all day long?
Jimbo: yea yea yea, you also sleep all day long! you think i'm stupid or what! I SAW YOU SLEEPING AFTER YOU CAME BACK !
Me: shit ...$%$&^*(#@%$@# DONT TELL LA!!
***Ray is hitting Jimbo at the back
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Heart, Hard
Life's busy, and nothing could have been...
Can't find a time, for my heart to rest...
It's hard because of my heart.
and because of their heart and even her heart
Closing my eye and leave all behind, almight Goddess who's waiting my sight...
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Our Parents
You have a path, where the road is straight at the beginning.
Why?
Our parents brought us up, and do whatever they could just to make sure that we grow up in a wonderful environment...
Since young, they feed you nice food while their are eating what's left over, or maybe not eating anything just to make sure you eat well.
But when our parents grow older, what can we see nowadays.
Is that most of the old folks were being dumped to the old folks home.
Well, that's the sad story...
So, please bare in mind that it will return to you if you did it to your parents...
Do you wanna be in old folks home where no one will care for you when you're old?
If not, please treat your parents the best way you could as if they treated you.
Friday, March 6, 2009
Lord Buddha
Symbolic of a structure, making one to remember what our ancestor had taught us.
Life's philosophy seems so great when meeting one and another. Conflict appeared and at last disappeared.
How many people obeyed him but yet betrayed him? Lord Buddha have numbers of followers yet got betrayed by his own cousin which try to kill him and over take him.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Emo me~
for the fever that I had.
Nothing else come to my head.
But only this bloody headache.
Furious me,
Nothing seems free.
Only myself,
in the endless spree.
It's dizzy,
and very dizzy,
My head is heavy,
and make me moody ~@@~
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
The wine bottle
A man asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an unusually attractive woman sitting alone at a table in a cozy little restaurant.
So the waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman who is seated over there," and indicated the sender with a nod of his head.
She stared at the wine coolly for a few seconds, not looking at the man, and then decided to send a reply to him by a note. The waiter, who was lingering nearby for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman.
The note read:
"For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank and 7 inches in your pants."
After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to deliver it to the lady. It read:
"Just to let you know, things aren't always what they appear to be. I have a Ferrari Maranello, BMW Z8, Mercedes CL600, and a Porsche 911 Turbo in my several garages; I have beautiful homes in Aspen, Miami, and a 10,000 acre ranch in Louisiana. There is over twenty million dollars in my bank account and portfolio. But, not even for a woman as beautiful as you are, would I cut off three inches. Just send the bottle back."
LOL enjoy
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
I'm on Fever~
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Human being
From neither a way~
Which way, My way,
Why always is your way?
People are ego, but looks like lego.
bricks and bricks,
it's what it's.
build of Lego but not with Meat.
Is it that a human being?