An old friend

I was really sad,
when a long lost friend of mine,
was lost in vain...
what should I do, and what could I do,

I search,
I pray,
I hope,
and I lost in fate.

Nothing happened at all,
I couldn't found him,
I knew I had lost my dearest friend.
A friend who I met in this never land.

Year flies,
Nothing come by,
But memories of his,
Shadowing my grimly heart.

Who could feel the pain of mine,
Encounter such plight of faint.
Darkness fall upon,
which conquer my day.

the word,
F-R-I-E-N-D
which ended with end,
which indicated that,
Friendship will end,
not now and then,
but one day.
and that's what I'm not wished for.

The day had crawl upon,
though the time we had was long,
enough for us to know and appreciate each others.
for now and forever.

I was down,
When I know you're not longer there.
with me,
showing me what is the time of life.

Million miles of road,
I shall look upon,
for you, my friend,
who lost and gone.

Time had gone,
and effort lost.
Nothing gain,
but ended fond.

Prayed hard,
Please do,
Hear my plea,
O, Goddess of the Angel.

Time had flee,
and nothing seems pleased
Heart of mine,
are shattered in piece.

God bless it is,
He's back in piece.
Looking at it,
That's nothing could beat it.

Oh my old friend,
You're here again,
Who leave so far,
and so long.
Yet, we met again.

and
Never would a word,
could express the
Joy and Excitement,

and so,
Here we're again.
Forever and Ever
Never End.

Mr. Roscani..

Thank you for showing me the path

What's life if
There's ain't family in your life.

We're nothing if
There's no one to teach us since young.

Without the love
That had been poured to us.
We're again, NOTHING.

Everything seems so different IF
No one backs me up when I'm sad,
No one cares for me if I'm in need of care,
No one grants me the morality that the human being lacked of,
No one shows me what is Family,
No one teaches me how to be what I want to be,
No one defends me when I needed it the most,
and many more.

I thank them for showing me everything,
which some of the others might not be able to see,
I thank them for giving me everything,
especially for the loves and the supports that they give,
without asking anything for return.

Showing me what is Filial Piety,
by achieving what uncle and aunties couldn't achieve.
The way how both of you treat your friends,
Which is what I did to my friends now.
And I have lots of close friends.
as what you had too.

Showing me that Siblings are one important thing in life,
That I live and love them as much as I love both of you,
Equally, Unity and Love.

Thank you for everything which makes my life a wonderful and meaningful one.

thoughts again..

Life's a journey where you learn all the skills and knowledge of the world. However, it's quite happening that all of us doing the same thing over and over again for the whole life, and sometimes without even bothered what we had did to others.

We meet all sorts of human being, from our family members, relatives, to our friends. Not only that, we're surrounded by animals and plants. There are some good and bad ones.

For the good one, we try to maintain it and hope that it will last forever. Where else for the bad ones, we try to perish and banish it, hope that it won't ever come to you again.

Sometimes, life is always joking with us. The good one always disappear fast enough before we could actually get a hand on it. While the bad one always roaming within our self as if it's integrated in our body.

Depend on how we see the world, nothing is absolutely good nor bad. It's our thought which determine it.

Human being again

Human are funny, why they like it but they denied it?
They love it but they make it another way round.
They did it but dare not admit it
Then why did they complete the thing at first?

unknown

Life is unknown, and you will never know what would happen to you.
Sometimes it's good and sometimes it's not.

So what can I say when I do get something well,
and what can I say when the whole thing get really up side down?

I learn how to overcome the wave of life,
Sometimes It's low and sometimes it's high.

never be down when sometimes the lucky babe isn't on our side,
as it will be with us another second after that.

Never hate someone you don't like but show him/her you care about him/her.
Hopefully they will change lol~

Life indeed... unknown

Tought of mine V

Human is nothing as one says...
and how should human be nothing?
when something that human did can be anything
ranged from nothing to something.
So why is human nothing?

If human's nothing, how can they live?
born babies and so on?
is that really nothing?

Lesson I

I shall act as an idiot, don't bother about what is happening.
Why do I want to be clever? and get myself a dump of shit on myself?

Why do i care so much? This is not suppose to be my job.
Helping others are a tough job, really hard.
Sometimes if you did help them, they said they deserve it.
Sometimes if you didn't help them, they said you selfish.

What do I get when I help?
I get nothing, but sometimes I get some funny name like Selfish.
What is my problem now? being a fish seller?

Life is funny, Life is tough, and full unexpected event.
Sometimes it's excited and sometimes it makes you die.
What should I be, an Angel or a demon?


Live like an Angel but not being appreciated like an Angel.
Should I be the fallen Angel?
Shall I destroy the humans? Or being an Angel helping others around...

Does All angel will be fallen angel sometimes?
God is always right, but angel isn't God, is he?
So Angel will be punished to dead too?

No more clever me.. Bye bye to clever me,
And say hi to idiot me..