Tuesday, February 7, 2012

winter or summer,
it's just like a mirror,
falling through the mountain cliff,
i see people who are still struggling to climb up,

this is the thing i wonder,
why life could be such a loser,
when people came from places,
that no one actually care and wonder,

how i wish life were easier,
but the fact seems so fake and harder,
than anything that come to my ear.
struggle and ponder,
how and why should my life will make me better.

living in the concrete jungle,
struggle to end the rat race,
and tried to live happily ever after,
with people i fond the most,

but life seems to be unpredictable,
with sands and storms,
thorns and spikes,
blocking and disturbing
for the destiny that i wanted for.
life might be lonely,
as if a human body with empty soul in it.
i had wonder and ponder hard
am i a zombie?
or should i call myself one?

sometimes i tried to go through all the hardship
with only me and myself.
and end up being beaten by myself too.
seems like being someone is harder than i thought,
while living in the shadow of my own.
or not...

travel so far...
from a place that have a fond memory,
i tried to smile and tried to endure,
the challenge seems unbearable and cruel,
i still act tough and continue
hopefully everything will be fine,
i know it will.

the moment might be suffering
and heart burning,
i believe time will wash everything away
especially the bad ones.
pretty please?

你。。。

你还是你吗?
还是你已经改变了?
渐渐的,我不认识你了。。。
你还认得出自己是谁啊?
你好像一只怪物。
没人会喜欢你的。

我也不知道,
最靠近你的,
就是我,
每天每时每秒,
在你身边的,
就是我。

但我没发觉,
你变了,
变得好恐怖。
真的好恐怖
连我突然知道时,
我才知道。。
你变了

你不再是以前的你
为何你会改变的那样
真的,连我也怕了你。。。
你知道吗?

别人看不出,
但是偏偏就是他告诉了我,
你所做的一切,
好像动物。。。
都不如

心灵的关怀呢?
为何变得那么样?
你还是你吗?
我真的很怀疑,
我也有点不相信你了。
我可以和你绝交吗?
我很害怕,
你会把我也吞噬。
会吗?

真的对你失望,
内心的忏悔,
我希望你能觉悟
我希望你能看开
不要再犯错了
真的。。
真的。
起来吧。。
醒来吧。

是什么把你弄成那样?
社会吗?
金钱吗?
压力吗?
权利吗?
你自己知道吗?
有还是人吗?
你有用“心”去过活吗?
还是就这样的过?
男人啊,男人。。
你到底是用身体的哪里一部分
去思考的?
难怪别人说,
男人如果没用“心”来思考,
就犹如一只禽兽,
你就是其中一个。。。

真的,我对你很失望。。
我希望你能清醒。。
好吗?
以前的你在哪里?
回来好吗?
我永远都在等你。。。