Karmatic Life

It's been awhile, I had make myself a complicated chap who make sure everyone are happy and enjoy their life without even taking care of my own self.

Millions of times, some did advice me not to be that. Yet, I failed them and treating others the best I really could and Yes I did it for the sack of letting everyone in the world enjoy the excitement of life that the globe shall offer.

It might be a totally different outcome when I do it. God's playing with me, or I'm fooling myself with my stupid theory regarding "who you live for?"

Every times I helped someone, and what I get back from them are totally shit. Sometimes I ponder about this question myself, and really wanted to know the fact of God, stated that, do good and get good. Is it true?

This world is started to smoked with lust, sin, and devilish characteristic unlike centuries ago.
The better development of one country, the worsen moral value will be. Robbing, killing, raping etc. Making me sick of this world.

Why just can't the world be a better place by offering helps to others and stop being selfish and acting out those qualities that ain't suppose to show off. When will these Homo Sepia understand the important of self value? and ending up being caught in the realm of hell.

Now, The hell realm isn't located in the Underground Hell anymore.
It's located where you are living right now, EARTH... The Living Hell.

Human are way more terrible than the ghost!
They kill,
They steal,
and they do everything,
With their own bloody will.

Karma is one of the reason for everything that happened in our life.
It's simple, Do good deed and God will rewards you handsomely.
It's life, no one will treat you good unless you treat someone good first...

~Om Mani Pad Me Hom~

Gamble Fiesta

Losing a game in simple gambling game seems create chaos and tension to some players.
Making it a whole new disaster to one's life.

The world is round and the God is fair.
When you win, thus you shall lose the other days.

When you win a game, doesn't mean that you win everything,
and when you lost a game, doesn't mean that you lost everything.

When you win, others will be down. Thus they might have think of something bad towards you, cursing you. It's simple, look at our life...
Human nowadays are racing for a better life...
Ok, so if you rich... Does it mean you have a lot of friends who are truthfully befriend with you?

One might be losing out money, but the one who's your true friends will never leave you and continuing to support you.
Same apply to the real world. When you're poor, they will stick around with you and have the unity together.

So which one would you prefer?

"Meaning of life, shall I be fear.
To the mountain of high, Anyone will ever heard.

Blessed with fellows, who's willing to fought,
You will never be hungry, nor alone in the darkness." -Raymondcno <<=== LOL

Gamble

It's my life, when gamble.
Sometimes you win, and sometimes you don't.

It's such a wonder that life is a game of gambling.
When we're given choices in the exam with multiple answers that we don't actually understand.
What will we do?
Gamble! Just hoping hard that we will strike the right one.

There's a saying about gamble in mandarin: 十赌九输（gamble 10 times, and lost 9 times)
Sorting out the meaning that, we will lose more than win in gambling.
It's the same with life, we do not gamble out our life! or we shall face the consequence.

Somehow or rather, if you have watch the movie "21".
One can actually calculate the probability of the odd in the gamble games and starting to be a winner.
But, that's only 0.001% of the player did that.
and this scenario too apply in our life. Some do calculate and plan out their life and they ending up being a big winner of life.

Well, for normal being like us. We always pray for miracle to happen.
Luck is what we need and that will determine our future.
Some complain about how much they lost in the gamble and how much they win.
To me, it's not important.
Gamble is just a way to enjoy our life and release the tension.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, Gambling is not our main job. Do not Stuck your head in.
So this apply to our life to, enjoy the moments but not the ending.

Criteria to be a winner in life for me:-
1. Hardworking
2. Stay Alert
3. Be Kind/ Caring is Sharing
4. Helpful
5. Charity
6. Respect
7. Don't too Fussy
8. Not Small Gas (Angry Over Small Matter)

And I always remembered this for the rest of my life...
"The Richest Person In The World, Will Be The One Who Own A Wonderful Family"

A voice from the past...

A memory of mine, had fall behind. Within the range of dangerous find.


A picture of mine, Had leave behind. With all the Memories had fade behind.


The sight had bind, the soul had climb.
All the secret will be clear in mind.


For the one who gone from me, and for all the time you share.
There will always something gone, making the time shade.
beneath my heart, I had surrender you.
and within my heart, you are never there.


Film to Digital, and the photo is there.
Photo can be burn, but the memories still there.
who's the wonder who I rather care,
and for those I cared, who's wonder where.


There she goes, and she doesn't care.
With all the might, she done and flare.
Mixed feeling, with all the taste of nowhere.
I fly and stop as the clouded fair.


Thousands and Million, that's what I should care.
The voice from the past, had summon me...
and carrying me, on and on...


The memories can go off, but it will be back...
so far, and so near again.

Let it go, and leave the lonely world behind...

The Passion Of Life

It has been a long time, I had myself a good break and being able to rest up.
Went to do something I like and enjoy the wonderful scene that I had near the seaside.


Watching the sunset, slowly moving towards the ending...
While sitting at the rock of wonder just beside the sea,
with friends that I could express my heart.

It's life, where no one is better than anyone.
Just that someone are special in term of being more hardworking etc etc.

yea, life still goes on.. bare with it and learn to live with it.

A new life

yea, a new life!
2 bloody accidents in a single week?

1. Caterpillar strike!
Effect : Red red skin + Itchy! + Pain ...

2. Falling down from waterfall
Effect : 7 parts of injuries include my hand, leg, finger bla bla bla..

yea.. new year, new challenge + new suffer ...

No life and Very Lifely

Recently I had move out to another place where I could feel FREEDOM in my soul! but...

CRAP, i don't have the access to Internet ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
No life~

My Dogs~

I have 3 dogs which is ....

Goldy, an 11 years old soon 12 years old wannabe doggy..

Second is Maggi, 9++ years old by now..

And Chiwawa which named Angel ~

There you go, all my dogs~ LOL

A new year

Well, it's a brand new year and yet I didn't want to go for countdown as there's nothing for me to celebrate.

Everyone wished for something new! New year, new wishes, new life...
For me, a new year. An older me...
There's long way ahead of me, what will I be in the future...
well, a brand new year, will be continuing what I haven't accomplish in the past.

I always ponder, and look back at the past, but i know the past will not give me anything but memories.
and I always remind myself,

Yesterday is "Past",
Tomorrow is "Future" and
Today is a blessing, that's why we call it "Present".

I wish my family will be in best healthy!
happy new year ..