Tought of mine III

I'm the shadow within the sun...
hiding beneath the horizon,
where no one sees me,

I do what i like, i like what i do
and that's what the meaning of the lifely blue.

I'm not a saint where they will make a spare.
I'm not a saint where I will kill it fair.
I would like it fail, but I'm not insane,
I would like it fail, as it make me sick.

Even a single sight,
it will kill my mind,
it's a worse sign,
that will end my kind.

No more kindness for now,
Devil had arrive..

There's something for tomorrow,
Where it will be all right.

Self-Control is my God, alright!

Some pictures

something on my mind

the night had came upon. with th wrath from the darkness. he wonder, why and how the world can be balance if it's not.

a human who have both faces of demon or angel. has chosen to be devil towards the globe. many had died because of one devil.

lust, power, greed had overcome every single weak soul and penetrated human hearts as swift as the speed of light and granting human with worse humanity towards not only the man kind but even our mother earth had been slowly affected.

go away you fool! no one are going to spread any mischievous towards the world. it's already too much and how would you pardon yourself from this mayhem?

rain drop. indicated that god is crying. again and again until that He splash his wrath towards on who disobeyed Him and cherish one who accept the blessing of His.

tought of mine ii

if one day, i'm dead. what will the world become.

life's seems so dull. and i'm seems so worthless. who will remember me when i'm gone?

a human is so tiny. seems so funny but it a fact.

dying for hunger and no one cares. like the stray dogs loitering at the streets.

compared to the one who died from hunger in africa or any other countries. i felt that the stray dogs' life is better. and we as a human who haven't faced this fate shall be glad.

human should be happy with what they have now. but seems like they had being overcome by greed. they want more even if they have the sufficient parts of theirs.

well. human will be forever human unless they change their way of thinking and their atitude.

*How to Dance in the Rain**

*How to Dance in the Rain**

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's
arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry
as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.*

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over
an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his
watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would
evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the
doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his
wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another
doctor's appointment
this morning, as he was in such a hurry. ** *
The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat
breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health.

He told me that** **she had been there for a while and that she was a
victim
of Alzheimer's Disease.** *
* As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.

He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized
him in five years now.** *
* I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even
though she doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he patted my hand and said,** *
*'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.'** *
*I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arms, and
thought,

'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. ** *
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will
not be.** *
*With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one
that
comes along that has an important message. This is one of those.** *
*The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they
just make the best of everything they have
*I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did.
'Life isn't about how to survive the storm,
but how to dance in the rain..'*

It's hard to be a good person

Well, what is good person to you and what is devil to you?
I tried to hard and be a good person...

Be patient and tolerate whatever I could..
and ending up someone else comment me as if I'm an idiot..

Well, it's hard to be a good person right..?
I tried to use love to reverse the hate..
But ending up fail, what should I do?

My way of life

My way of life,

Changing from something to nothing, and from nothing to something.
Why should I be myself as myself are not belong to me?

Funding more knowledge for my life, and being cripple for whole life.
What is cripple in this life? Where one who don't follow the real way of life.

Life is about changing and uncertain indeed.
It's like the cloud and the sky, Where it changed so rapid and sudden.

Why people still want to argue when we know that we have so little time in this life?
Do they know that, we could kick the basket anytime from now?

Well, What is the way of life? For being someone for someone.
As a son, what will be your way of life?
As a father, what will be your way of life?
As a friend, what will be your way of life?

Living in the earth, the earth live within us.
Shall we be the way, or the way be with us?

Lead the way, or being lead?
Life is uncertain, while something is certain.
Born is, Sick is, Dead is.. What else is certain?

Well, that's the real way of life...
So what's life?

Ponder.. and ponder, what will be my way of life..