tought of mine ii

if one day, i'm dead. what will the world become.

life's seems so dull. and i'm seems so worthless. who will remember me when i'm gone?

a human is so tiny. seems so funny but it a fact.

dying for hunger and no one cares. like the stray dogs loitering at the streets.

compared to the one who died from hunger in africa or any other countries. i felt that the stray dogs' life is better. and we as a human who haven't faced this fate shall be glad.

human should be happy with what they have now. but seems like they had being overcome by greed. they want more even if they have the sufficient parts of theirs.

well. human will be forever human unless they change their way of thinking and their atitude.

*How to Dance in the Rain**

*How to Dance in the Rain**

It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's
arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry
as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.*

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over
an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his
watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would
evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the
doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his
wound.

While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another
doctor's appointment
this morning, as he was in such a hurry. ** *
The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat
breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health.

He told me that** **she had been there for a while and that she was a
victim
of Alzheimer's Disease.** *
* As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late.

He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized
him in five years now.** *
* I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even
though she doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he patted my hand and said,** *
*'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.'** *
*I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arms, and
thought,

'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. ** *
True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will
not be.** *
*With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one
that
comes along that has an important message. This is one of those.** *
*The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they
just make the best of everything they have
*I hope you share this with someone you care about. I just did.
'Life isn't about how to survive the storm,
but how to dance in the rain..'*

It's hard to be a good person

Well, what is good person to you and what is devil to you?
I tried to hard and be a good person...

Be patient and tolerate whatever I could..
and ending up someone else comment me as if I'm an idiot..

Well, it's hard to be a good person right..?
I tried to use love to reverse the hate..
But ending up fail, what should I do?

My way of life

My way of life,

Changing from something to nothing, and from nothing to something.
Why should I be myself as myself are not belong to me?

Funding more knowledge for my life, and being cripple for whole life.
What is cripple in this life? Where one who don't follow the real way of life.

Life is about changing and uncertain indeed.
It's like the cloud and the sky, Where it changed so rapid and sudden.

Why people still want to argue when we know that we have so little time in this life?
Do they know that, we could kick the basket anytime from now?

Well, What is the way of life? For being someone for someone.
As a son, what will be your way of life?
As a father, what will be your way of life?
As a friend, what will be your way of life?

Living in the earth, the earth live within us.
Shall we be the way, or the way be with us?

Lead the way, or being lead?
Life is uncertain, while something is certain.
Born is, Sick is, Dead is.. What else is certain?

Well, that's the real way of life...
So what's life?

Ponder.. and ponder, what will be my way of life..

Tomorrow, Yesterday, More, Less

The older we grow, the less Tomorrow we have,
and the more Yesterday we have...

Well, lots of things come into my mind.
Life, learning how to be patient, how to overcome things.
Read about Buddha's teaching, where Buddha's not a God.
He's on who into Psychology of human mind.

Well, Lots of this teaching come into my head.
Only go for those which will help you to settle off your suffering.
He told me, death is a norm and it will happened anytime.
and my dad told me not to cry nor be sad when he's dead.
Well..? I have my second thought on that again..

Well, Buddha said, those who have realize the importance of life, can consider as the awaken one, or Buddha.
and I said, everyone who I met is my Buddha as I learn something from them.
My Parents are the Big Buddha for me...
My Siblings are my Buddha,
My Teacher, Friends and who so ever who...
Give me good stuff, helping me out, or whatever that made my life easier.
and God bless for those who gave me suffering, for giving me the chance to see through the meaning of life, and whatever that could improve my personality.
Well, thanks...

Well,some told me that, he or she's bad, and yeah, they are bad and shit or whatever awful things...
They taught you to be a better person so that you won't follow their foot step.
Well, again, it's life..

a moment of life

others always mention about being teacher is good, the pay is getting better and more and more holidays are awaiting for the teacher.

do they understand that all while. being teacher is not really a good idea at all. the year 1 pupils already like shit to teach on nowadays. tired. slp

I want to live in the place,
where there are full of greens,
where the skies are blue,
and the weather are cold.

Thinking of it,
seems like everything's
not cool.

living like a fool,
and being destiny,
to be played like having flu.
it might be something big behind it.

Life's a fool.
being jinxed makes me cruel,
I live and fight to be good.
but that's not what I really could.

I'm a human, who blessed with heart,
a heart which might be with Satan,
nor the heart which goes with God.

I can be Evil and I can be good.
Just the fact who treated me good.