My way of life

My way of life,

Changing from something to nothing, and from nothing to something.
Why should I be myself as myself are not belong to me?

Funding more knowledge for my life, and being cripple for whole life.
What is cripple in this life? Where one who don't follow the real way of life.

Life is about changing and uncertain indeed.
It's like the cloud and the sky, Where it changed so rapid and sudden.

Why people still want to argue when we know that we have so little time in this life?
Do they know that, we could kick the basket anytime from now?

Well, What is the way of life? For being someone for someone.
As a son, what will be your way of life?
As a father, what will be your way of life?
As a friend, what will be your way of life?

Living in the earth, the earth live within us.
Shall we be the way, or the way be with us?

Lead the way, or being lead?
Life is uncertain, while something is certain.
Born is, Sick is, Dead is.. What else is certain?

Well, that's the real way of life...
So what's life?

Ponder.. and ponder, what will be my way of life..

Tomorrow, Yesterday, More, Less

The older we grow, the less Tomorrow we have,
and the more Yesterday we have...

Well, lots of things come into my mind.
Life, learning how to be patient, how to overcome things.
Read about Buddha's teaching, where Buddha's not a God.
He's on who into Psychology of human mind.

Well, Lots of this teaching come into my head.
Only go for those which will help you to settle off your suffering.
He told me, death is a norm and it will happened anytime.
and my dad told me not to cry nor be sad when he's dead.
Well..? I have my second thought on that again..

Well, Buddha said, those who have realize the importance of life, can consider as the awaken one, or Buddha.
and I said, everyone who I met is my Buddha as I learn something from them.
My Parents are the Big Buddha for me...
My Siblings are my Buddha,
My Teacher, Friends and who so ever who...
Give me good stuff, helping me out, or whatever that made my life easier.
and God bless for those who gave me suffering, for giving me the chance to see through the meaning of life, and whatever that could improve my personality.
Well, thanks...

Well,some told me that, he or she's bad, and yeah, they are bad and shit or whatever awful things...
They taught you to be a better person so that you won't follow their foot step.
Well, again, it's life..

a moment of life

others always mention about being teacher is good, the pay is getting better and more and more holidays are awaiting for the teacher.

do they understand that all while. being teacher is not really a good idea at all. the year 1 pupils already like shit to teach on nowadays. tired. slp

I want to live in the place,
where there are full of greens,
where the skies are blue,
and the weather are cold.

Thinking of it,
seems like everything's
not cool.

living like a fool,
and being destiny,
to be played like having flu.
it might be something big behind it.

Life's a fool.
being jinxed makes me cruel,
I live and fight to be good.
but that's not what I really could.

I'm a human, who blessed with heart,
a heart which might be with Satan,
nor the heart which goes with God.

I can be Evil and I can be good.
Just the fact who treated me good.

Gardasil Vaccine injury - cervical cancer vaccine?

Well, I'm surprise to find out this, tho it's late but hope this help others out and aware about this Vaccine as I thought it's helpful towards the ladies.. Read on..

What is Gardasil?

Gardasil is the first cervical cancer vaccine. It targets four strains of the human papillomavirus (HPV), which are linked to many, but not all, cervical cancers and genital warts. The vaccine is administered in three doses over a six-month period. Gardasil is manufactured by Merck & Co, and was approved in June 2006 for girls and women ages nine to 26.

Since its approval, over 26 million doses of the vaccine have been given worldwide, with 16 million in the United States.

Possible Side Effects of Receiving the Gardasil Vaccine

Seek immediate medical attention if you develop any of the following symptoms of an allergic reaction to Gardasil:

• Hives
• Difficulty breathing
• Swelling of the tongue, lips, face, or throat

Other serious side effects may include:

• Feeling faint or dizzy
• Pain, itching, or redness at the injection site
• Mild fever
• Nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, or upset stomach
• Runny or stuffy nose
• Sore throat
• Cough

Overview of Gardasil

Gardasil has been under scrutiny after news headlines featured reports of serious, sometimes fatal, side effects in patients who received the vaccination.

In January 2008, Pfizer updated the Chantix drug label to include a more prominent warning about its side effects of agitation and suicidality. Shortly thereafter in February 2008, the FDA confirmed a strong link between Chantix and suicidal behavior, noting the drug’s connection to nearly 40 suicide reports and over 400 instances of suicidal activity.

Reseach that led to the development of the vaccine began in the 1980s, and the active ingredients of the vaccine were generated in 1993. Clinical trials of Gardasil were conducted on 12,000 women ages 16 to 26. Gardasil was tested on only a few hundred 11- and 12-year-old girls.

The long-term impact of the vaccine is not known. Because testing of Gardasil lasted only a few years, it is unclear how long it remains effective. Furthermore, since most recipients of the vaccine will not reach an age at which they are more likely to develop cervical cancer for quite some time, the real-world effectiveness of Gardasil remains unproven.

Source: http://www.edgarsnyder.com/drugs/gardasil.html

Another report

Data from the Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System and Beyond
Please do not misunderstand me; I realize that cervical cancer is a hideous disease, but we must measure not just the doctors' words of the benefits outweighing the risks, but rather we need to understand what the benefits are and what the risks are as well as what percentage is at risk.

Gardasil, in my opinion, is one of the most dangerous vaccines to come out since the introduction of the Hep B vaccine, that after a formal hearing was re-formulated because it was in fact found to be dangerous. So please do not believe that just because a vaccine is produced and release
by a manufacturer, accepted by the FDA, and dished out to our kids by doctors with good intention, that they are all safe and that the risks are small. The Hep B vaccine is proof that
vaccines can and do kill and cripple children.

Here is the reporting so far on Gardasil. Based on VAERS, (Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System), as of March 28, 2008, there were 7,379 reported adverse incidents, 124 disabled, and 13 deaths. Here is the scary part, it is estimated that only 1% to 10% of medical professionals report these incents to VAERS for numerous reasons. Many feel Gardasil vaccine injury is psychosematic reactions, many say the reactions are normal and not to be worried about, and the majority deny that the incident had anything to do with the vaccines. For instance, many girls have died from blood clotting within hours of receiving this vaccine, but they are dismissed as coincidental. If every doctor reported every reaction as they are supposed to, then we could get real figures, and girls all dying shortly after a vaccine with blood clotting or heart failure, suddenly would not appear so coincidental. Many of the reported reactions include paralysis, Bells Palsy, Guillain-Barre Syndrome, and seizures.

Source: http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/691557/gardasil_vaccine_injuries.html

Do you know how Sultan Mizan Stadium Collapse

that's why..

mountain or hill

Some are mountain and some are hill,

how do I choose and what would it fill?
a flat and a bounce...
it's the same no matter how


I'm curious, for what it's
and it's what I'm curious for.

No one show and never will,
a curious cat...
for a boy like me.

Curious cat can get killed?
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